In 1999, Cui Yongyuan became a household name for his witty and humorous style on a new talk show?that attracted a large audience.

Cui Yongyuan, famous anchor with China's Central TV

But he suddenly disappeared from the program in 2002 and later news emerged it was due to suffering from chronic depression.

"My depression is somehow related to the program. I was so devoted to the program that I press myself too much. I hoped each period is perfect or better than the previous one," he told CCTV in 2006.

Cui had sleep disorder and often couldn't fall asleep until 5 or 6 am.

During his darkest moments he needed 24-hour care and thought of suicide as a way to free himself from the pain of his suffering.

"But society, including my family and leaders, seem to have little understanding of this disease. They say it's not a disease but a narrow mind or bad mood. They say I care too much about fame and couldn't stand losing it," he said.

"My merit is loving science including medical science. I frequent doctors and take medicine everyday. Two years later, the sun rises again," he said.

He also called for more care and help for people who suffer from depression. "If you have friends who suffer from this disease, do not discriminate against them but encourage them to see a doctor," he added.